Thursday, October 16, 2008
Dance Mania
During my younger days (which is really just a few days ago, coz I really am
just 17 yrs old no matter what the rumours are saying!), I was a dancer
and choreographer. God! I love dancing!!!! And I miss dancing!!!
The last time I performed was at the end of year 2002 and I think that was like
after 2-3years of retiring into backstage. I remembered what I feel - Nuthing!
That was when I decided, that No - I can't perform anymore. I have lost all nervousness
awaiting at side-stage right before the show. The feeling of almost puking, throat tightened,
almost breaking out in cold sweat, that fake smile you have to put on for the show was all gone!
I was relaxed on stage and god I was smiling sincerely.
I took the sign as "PERFORMING DAYS ARE O.V.E.R LADY!!!" Sad, but inevitable
I guess.
That was 6 years ago.
Last night, I received an sms from a friend, asking me if I would like to
choreograph should someone ask me to? And then she pleaded and beg and even threw
in a " You get to boss me around!!!" That was tempting! Bt the show is for next weekend,
and for a wedding! You know how particular I am for a wedding! I don't wanna
screw it up! But the friend pleaded relentlessly and said she know I can still do it
and she have more faith in me than the leader. Ah-hah!!!
I got a soft heart so I said ok.... And asked which song? She said..
"Tentatively is Rasuk - Joy"
YABADABADOOOOOOOOOOO!!! MY SONG!!! Now, that's simple.
Except I have to remember what I did for that song and its 99% vague now.
I'll have to get more ideas.
WELCOME BACK SHIKIN!
Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 10:24 AM